Let’s be honest money is important, and we all know it’s important. With money we can do anything in this world. Dreams can be reality, and you can buy everything that you have always wanted. Isn’t it awesome?, They say you’ll have to give up allot things for wealth that includes health and relationship. Is it worth it? I know allot of you would not agree giving up health and relationship for fortune. But none of you live a life of lack, and desperation. To be continue.

heheh ^^
you’re the reason why the sun is always shining bright
you’re the reason for the smile on my face [:]]
you’re the reason i believe that each guy is different
you’re the reason why i dream at night
you’re the reason why i don’t give up without a fight
you’re the reason why i look forward to a brand new day
you’re the reason why my heart skips a beat
you’re the reason why my tears no longer drip
you’re the reason why i don’t cry those lonely tears
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you’re the reason why i am happy and smiling until the end. iloveyou♥

I don’t ever think you’ll understand how I really feel, no matter how many times I try it always fail no matter how much I get angry and mad and everything nothing ever change so what should I do?, well if there is no other ways then I guess the best way is to surrender because then they won’t have power over you anymore. The hardiest part is because I still like you so much, and love you that it’s beginning to have too much power in my life without you I feel like I have nothing. But at the same time I love being around you and love everything about you yet you make me feel so low that I don’t even know what to do. I just don’t understand why I’m getting treated this way, what’s God trying to teach me why do you have to treat me this way? it’s just unfair so unfair. I’m always upset unhappy, sad, depress, and constantly being angry is that how life should be? what happen to the good days? all the good times we have together? Maybe God is trying to teach me how to let go, and go for better, who knows but as for now I’m just I feel as I’m lost everything is broken everything seem so wrong. You don’t seem to be the person I fell for, and now everything about us is just fights and arguments. Is this a phase of relationship or will things get better?  It’s my birthday soon, and I guess eventually I’ll have to make a choice to continue this or not but I will have to tell you, you have the power to change this choice if you like to and that’s the power you’ll get but I just don’t know anymore. Everything is so different now, and nothing is ever the same, I just feel so taken for granted and I don’t want to feel like this anymore. I have great friends, who I love and adore but it’s just not the same. ~ Antho